I need to stop...

Hey all, the following is just one of my emo posts, you can skip it if you want to. Thanks for visiting my blog anyway :)

Here goes.


I know it was wrong of me, it has always been wrong of me to do ANYTHING.

But then, why the pressure you give me? Why is everybody so proud of but not you, it was never you. You were never proud of me. I'm proud of myself, but you were never proud of me.

I can never have a social circle like normal teenagers my age. Going out till late, have sleep overs and per say, going overseas (not m'sia) with my friends. Why do you have to deprive me of that, that little normal part of being a teenager. When I was a child, you deprived me of my childhood, no fancy cake from the neighbourhood bakery, no visiting playground downstairs my blk, no staying over at my grandma's house. Just because you have a deprive childhood with a single parent, doesn't mean you can deprive me of mine.

I do know that the world is a dangerous place, but what is more dangerous to me than myself? I appreciate that you always try to protect me and you did protect me. Besides your protection, I have the Divine protection of the LORD, OUR GOD. God did show his goodness and the way of his protection to me. Just trust God will you?

You are that very one person who lets me down and disappoints me all the time. Yet, I am always hopeful towards you. Hoping that one day, you will ever keep to your promises. Hoping that one day, you wouldn't leave me behind just because I was 5 mins late. Hoping that whenever I cry in front of you, you would hug me tight and say nothing instead of scolding me and asking me to grow up.


I was very upset that night, not because you gave me a "punishment" but more like I felt like I was a caged bird. I felt that to give me rules like that, you might as well, just get me a cage and free me to go school and when I reach home, cage me up. I think at least, I will have my own sanctuary and my own space.

*This is not me!*

Those who know about it, thank you for being a friend and keep my secret. There are enough judgmental people in my life, I don't need those who don't know me to judge me as well. I know it is wrong and I do love myself, but I've really gotta stop.

This is what I believe.

Thank you for those people, close friends that act as my listening ear, thank you my bffe for always being there.

I will live on, live strong.


Cheery Cheers,
你们的，小小大人物，
Roseann Zerlinda

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Do you think you know me?

I know that I should not even bother posting a post about you, coz you're seriously not worth my time. But then again, I want to say, knowing me for 6 years coming doesn't give you the right to ASSUME that you know me.

I don't even dare say I know everybody coz everybody is different to everybody. What happened wasn't even any business of yours. I knew I was right when you told a 2nd person what I told you. You know, I don't tell you everything, I tell you only things that are safe to be told to anybody and things that I want to be broadcasted.

Simply because, I know I cannot trust you.

This is you.

To end of this post, don't say you know me, unless I let you know who I really am.

If you don't know me, don't judge me. True friends, don't judge each other, they embrace the pros and cons of you. Stop what you did today, coz I never do what you did to me to you.

Cheery Cheers,
你们的，小小大人物,
Roseann Zerlinda

Twitter: roseyroseann
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The month of June!

For a start, I would like to apologise for not blogging much recently, been busy with camps, overseas trip (to grandma's house) and having fun!! :D hahaha

Hope all of you had a great June :) Coz I did. perhaps not that great but it was great enough.

June, got to know people better and attained better self realizations.

For a start, the SUPERTEEN BOOT CAMP :D

Most awesome camp ever! If you would like to join, can come and contact me :P 

I was the camp co for the camp and the camp was a success! :D I really liked resourcing for the camp as every camp gives me different experience. 

A picture with MARITZA :) She is a twin too! :D

With Shannon BFF! :D XOXO

With the awesome and cool girl, Qadirah :D

With fellow resources, Kaiyun and Jeryl :)

Thank you everybody, the camp wouldn't be a success if not for everybody that put in their part! :D Campers, you were awesome and i am glad that all you learnt a lot from the camp. Fellow resources, this had been a glorious battle won. You all did the best you could and gave your very best. I love you all so much! Muacks :*

My buddy, who is secretly a turtle/dinosaur

Thank you my desk buddy, camp buddy, we are buddies for life! WAHAHAHA Without you, the camp will not be the same, thank you for unsmelling at me ALL THE TIME :) With you, the camp had been a great one and hope to work with you again and hang out in the near future for many more years ahead of us :)

Cheery Cheers,

你们的，小小大人物，

Roseann Zerlinda

Twitter: roseyroseann

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Party Time!!!

It's been 2 days since my hols have started :P Friends, leaving for other countries, me still stuck in poor old Singapore.

Went to Clarke Quay the other night and bumped into these crazy folks!!

Favourite Nicole FISH Low ;)

With Nicole and her friend, Kah Ho (I think it's spelt like this :P) He thinks I'm cute :P haha!!

Saw this on Facebook and went to the web...thinking of joining this...ANYBODY wanna do it with me? ;)

Went Uss with Le Cousin.

Had Chillis' after :)))

Ribs at Chillis

My Cousin's Niece! Super cute girl, she doesn't know how to smile.

Made her pose!

It was the end of the first week after exams. I went on to do a workshop in a school and met quite a few crazy people.

So, did another School workshop with the long lost BENZ!!!! :DDD

Trying out my S4 functions :)

 After all the hussle and bustle, I went to have a lepak day eating Swensens' at Thomson plaza with Le Babykins :) It was lunch time so there was this promotion. Every main course ordered, free one side. So I chose, rodeo wings and Babykins chose meatballs :)

My Pesto Salmon which I almost couldn't finish :P

Babykins and her Teriyaki Chicken Pasta

Our TOPLESS 5!!! Hahahahaha

Rented a few DVDs and dyed my hair :) This holiday have been awesome so far. Gonna go to expo and then roller blading at Pasir Ris with Le Big Bro ;)

Cheery Cheers
你们的，小小大人物
Roseann Zerlinda

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