Friday, May 24, 2013

To woo thee or not to woo?

Finally, I got the feeling of a courtship. How it feels like to be courted :P

                                        

Courtship, to be honest, I have had guys wooing me before, but this guy is the one guy that does it so blatently, so obviously, so IN MY FACE. 

Things he do is like to tell me straight that he likes me. Tell me straight that he WANT TO fall in love with me. Besides, he does little little things like asking me out, going along with my ideas, calling me (almost) every night telling me he likes me.

I do find it incredibly sweet and captivating. I would very much like to try out with him as well.

(You should know who you area) How am I suppose to give you my heart when you are holding another girl's heart? I don't want to break that girl's heart. I don't want "Me" to be the reason anybody's heart breaks.

For one very simple reason. 

                               

I had my heart broken umpteen times. I don't want you to be like that guy in the comic. To her or to me.

I really appreciate it. Your fondness for me. I want to keep that image of you.

Hopefully you read my blog ;) 



Cheery Cheers
你的,小小大人物
Roseann Zerlinda

Twitter: roseyroseann

KARATE.

Currently, I in a dilemma. I have no idea if I made the right choice...with this being said, I was referring to taking part in karate competitions again. The last time I took part was maybe a year ago?


A pic of me fighting (practise)

I was competing concurrently at that time till the last comp. I was so stressed out that I broke down during the final training. After that comp I never competed till yesterday, Sensei asked me to join the comp in June. It was a dilemma. a HUGE one at that.

1) I never thought of competing ever again, after that time.

2) When Sensei ask me to compete, and when I was trying to turn it away, he look so disappointed. Then he told me, "If you do not compete now, when you're young, then are you going to compete when you are in your mid-years? Which you already would not be able to perform well.

3) It was about only a months' time that I have left to train, will I be able to train to my standards before?

All I can say, I will consider and do my best to train as much as I can.

with that being said, I told my BFFe about it.

She said "Since you gave him your word, there is no backing out now. You have gotta do your best."

I have made my mind up at this moment. I WILL and SHALL do my best and train for the comp and do everything it takes to excel and soar in the tournament.

"If I lose so what? As long as I participated, I WON some experience."


A " RESOLUTE" me to end this post (taken when I was taking my black belt grading)

Cheery cheers
你们的,小小大人物
Roseann Zerlinda

Twitter: roseyroseann

Wednesday, May 8, 2013

I present, presentation over!~~ :DD

HEY!! It's about more than a week into May already! wahaha!! Finally, all my presentation ends today!! YESH! haha! But nevertheless, this means the start of EXAMS! :(

Exam I shall have no fear since I know what exams is :P


Took a #ootd :) haha! New blazer and dress! from F21! :D

Apparently, Claudz say can see my cleavage and wanted to throw a pen in Z.z


Zoey said I was too stiff so I stood further and "CHEESE" HAHAHA!!

I really loved my outfit! :D


Alrighty, shall post more soon, but really too busy with school :P haha

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你们的, 小小大人物
Roseann Zerlinda

Twitter: roseyroseann

Wednesday, May 1, 2013

School

As heartbreaking as this may sound to anybody or me, I hate school.

I have a friend acquainted friends and I don't have friends that I can click with :( just because I made the wrong choice of friends at the start and I really regretted my choice...

Today it's math class and it is simple secondary school math probably a little bit more advanced, I can't get the teaching coz the lecturer talks with a super slow and monotonous tone.

Took a few photos coz class is really boring...

Cheery Cheers
你们的,小小大人物
Roseann Zerlinda