People do get some hard times in life and don't be surprise if you think you are having bad luck coz of a series of unfortunate events, these events are there to make you grow stronger and to help you deal with the same problem if you are gonna face it again in future :) If you're insecure, you don't need another human being to secure you, I mean, the root of being insecure is that you have a hard time trusting another human being to love you back the way you want to be love...so to feel secure, love yourself the way you want to be loved :)
For me, I can honestly outrightfully say that I am probably the most insecure person I ever knew! I was constantly waiting to be assured by authorities or friends and mostly assured by family :/ however, it does only solve the problem TEMPORARILY it doesn't help in the long run...since I have met that one heartless and materialistic fella, I decided that instead of finding a bf to secure me, why not let the always awesome and wonderful Jesus help me?
I dedicated my time to church :) I helped in Rock Kidz ministry and devote my time to God :) As Teacher Nancy said - "If you take care of God's business, God will take care of yours." As time has proven, I have received a lot from God, divine protection of me and my belonging when I went to backpack in M'sia, divine protection anytime.
Today, I was at the atm and after I was done, I LEFT MY CARD at the ATM and I almost walked off. I was on my earphones, blasting music, just then, a guy, grabbed me and said "your card." I couldn't hear him as I was listening to music, I could only read his lips and then I realised I forgot my card and I went to retrieve it...
If it wasn't for God to arrange that observant guy to be there, I'm afraid that my card would have been stolen and God knows what it may be used for!
Conclusion, trust God, Think God and Thank God everyday, everything will be fine :)
