Drama Drama Drama :P

Hey everybody! :) So I've got this bit of time before heading out for church severs' meeting :)

I'm finding part time job to earn money so I can go travel in sept. But, no luck so far :/ A lot of people will ask me "Why you actress, go do part time job?"

Yeah, I'm a freelance/part-time actress yeah, but I'm still a teenager that have to work for money, acting is just my hobby and side line. I wish to become a counsellor when I grow up. I feel that it's a challenging job :)

Pictures of me bored :)

Haha act cute a bit :P

Have a good day people! :)

Cheery cheers :)

Youtube

Just wondering, should I start making youtube videos? Like normal teenager...Hmm...Give me some comments :)

Cheery Cheers :)

Lost and gained.

In the month of June, I lost a close friend, and I lost a potential close friend.

I've gain lessons of life and other new friends.

The close friend that I lost, I actually lost him about more than a year for now. I decided to not hang on the that friendship anymore. Coz it really cut me inside. It cut me really deep inside. I can say that I've learnt from this incident through the hard way. That friend never understood me the way I thought he did. It's really saddening to me, well, I would say it was partially my fault for expecting too much out of him. I'm really disappointed that he wasn't of certain intellectual level as compared to his age. He really proved to me that being older doesn't mean wiser. Maybe it's because I'm sensitive, but hey! that's just me. I'm made up of characteristics and one of it is being sensitive. That's part of me and you should just accept me for who I am being my good friend. Instead, he keeps trying to change me. He may think that it's helping me but, I didn't need any help at all. He merely wants me to conform to his ways. He doesn't understand that I view the world differently then he does.

In conclusion, I learnt from this case that I shouldn't expect things out of people. Coz I will always get disappointed. I should get out before I cut myself deeper and deeper. Through this, I saw who my true friends were that will stick by me in times of my need.

I got to know this new friend. I lost a potential close friend because of my foolishness. I had a crush on him as I really admired him for being so smart and fun. I really enjoyed talking to him coz I felt that he was very mature in his thinking, not like any of the guys that I know. I told him my feelings and things were never the same. I should have expected that. I mean, even though we say we can still be friends but there is a difference from the way he treats me before and now. I know. Slowly, we're not even texting anymore. Sure, I'm totally embarrassed about it. I'm moving on, or at least that's what I tell myself. Now, I just wish we can be good friends.

I learnt from this, that if a guy is so good, I should keep him as a friend instead.As friends, I'll never lose him.

What's loss, can't be recovered. I can only cherish what I have at the moment. God, Family and freedom.

Cheery Cheers! :D

July :)

Wow, I realised how long have I not blogged already! :/ sorry for my readers if I have any :)

Anyway, I was busy with camps in June. The Superteens and Smart kids Camp! :) It's the best camp ever!!! I got to know loads of people and have loads of fun! XOXO :)


It's July now! OMG! So fast..

I'm guilty of not been to karate training, July is a new month and my resolution is to train more! :) Been eating too much! :)

June I gain and I lost. I lost a close friend, I lost a potential close friend. Will talk more on the next post :) Oh well :)

I'm so excited for Sept! :P coz I will be travelling again!!! :) YAY!!! This time, some where further! Bangkok! :) Without my parents :D I like to travel with just me and one other companion. It makes things so much easier :)

Anyway, I recently dyed my hair to brown colour :) hehe, I thought red colour didn't really suit me.

                                    I was kinda sick for the whole of this week, down with a throat infection :/

                                     I like this picture so much! I like how my brown eyes can be seen :P

I went to Admiralty Sec's concert recently :) It was pretty good at first and I like a poem. The poem was about no two people being alike. I really like it, instead, I found another one that is very related to my situation in the net :)

This is the poem :) Meaningful to me because, there are people who think that because me and my sisters are twins, we are same in every way. We may look similar but our personalities are poles apart.

Oh well, Over being angry or upset with that person. I just have to stop taking things so seriously...like OMG..I'm like killing myself....

Anyway, gonna go start on the next post about something I've lost in this month. I've gain new friends :) I've started going for singing lessons too! :)

Cheery Cheers! :D